Whitford Crew and G.F.T.D. 1

Stephen Mayu2

Stephen Mayu Jr.

Baptized

I got baptized and saved today
When it was over I stood and said okay
Walked through fire for far too many days
Feet are like ash, no OIL OF OLAY
Minds been blown
Yeah I’m far from home
Close my eyes and wake in different zones
Thoughts are prehistoric, no change for phone
My spirit it roams, in circles alone
It’s been forever since my body was home
Emotions are gone
My spirit it roams, in circles alone
When the lights are on, that’s when I feel most alone
So I stay quiet and think on my own
Damn, I wish I were home
So I could lay in my room and dream on my own
I can’t call because my heart won’t pick up the phone
It beats on its own
Sometimes my mind tells me that my heart feels so alone
Then I tell my mind to vacate the room
Too much time to consume
The dislike, disdain
The real life, real pain
The lost friends who no longer call my name
The found friends who are in it for gain
You see at times it’s impossible to just maintain
So a kid like me is constantly searching his brain
No longer searching for fame
The chance came and left on the same train
Now I’m trying to contain
All the hurt through the years, that is falling like rain
My umbrella doesn’t matter; these drops keep falling faster and faster
At times I think I’m having an internal natural disaster
So then all I can do to find reprieve
Is fall on my knees and ask God to save me please…

Then I do
Then HE does
Then time starts over just because